I’m just going to say this-I have had a very interesting, if not harrowing life.
Despite the cocksuckery, I managed to pull myself out of the muck and mire and contribute a thing or two to society. I own a cat rescue, write a truther blog and on a good day can use my compassion to uplift even the weariest of souls.
It has not been easy.
After an unwelcome hospital stay in January, I came home terrified. I didn’t know how to do life on life’s terms-had relapsed and found comfort in booze and codeine-and the sober thing caught me off guard, off of my game.
Some days the view is crystal clear, so much so that it offends my sensibilities. I can’t do people right now, so I float through the days to the best of my abilities and hope for the best.
This spiritual awakening has been harrowing. I won’t put on a brave face, it broke my heart and then some.
But let me tell you what I have learned: no matter how low you go? The universe will rise to meet you where you’re at baby-and if you have the tiniest, infinitesimal amount of faith? Well then, you can move mountains and then some.
Have faith in yourself-you’re more powerful than you could ever imagine.