I want to talk about my story, but that doesn’t mean I’m happy to do so.

I want to tell you how it came to be that I found Q. In all honesty, I did not find Q, he found me.

I won’t give you advice, it’s not my job.

You don’t need advice, you need self love.

I was born with autism, but wasn’t diagnosed until 2019 at the age of 58. And yes, if it wasn’t for Q I would never have known.

Not only am I autistic, but I suffer from depression, anxiety and obsessive compulsive disorder, and a pretty hard core case of PTSD. I have never, and I repeat, never fit the mold in any social setting. It wasn’t until a stint in rehab and a deep dive into my propensity for self loathing did I even remotely discover what I’m all about-what I do and do not have to offer.

Anons were activated.

We had no choice.

In 2015 I was hiking with a friend who pointed out the fact that 9/11 was not, in his esteemed opinion, what we were told.

“Fuck,” I remember saying.

I started to question, and a few months later found myself hiking a trail I’d hiked for years. While watching my golden retriever swim in his favorite creek, I found myself running my hands over the rail on a bridge. What I found would hurl me into a dimension of intense pain and bewilderment.

The note, wrapped in plastic, was-verbatim, the exposure of lies we’ve been fed for eternity.

How could this be?

Who knew I would reach for the note?

Was I being watched?

What followed were the worst years of my life-I’ve spent time in rehab, prison and purgatory-no sleep, no comfort and a shit ton of shadow work.

I simply can’t stress this enough: the truth will, indeed, set you free.

When you understand the depth of the MKUltra perpetuated upon mankind you will begin to peel the layers of the onion.

We didn’t ask to be the first awakened.

We didn’t want to be the scapegoats.

We do not relish losing friends and family.

Your mass formation psychoses terrifies us, because we know that your awakening is inevitable. We also know what you’re about to face.

We cannot give you advice, but what we can do is give you information.

That’s why we’re here.

3 responses to “SCABS~”

  1. Now I understand completely why I connected with you.
    I’ve always had a kindredness with Autistic people, my son has ASD and though never diagnosed, many of my attributes seem to put me on the spectrum.
    Somehow, synchronicity is finding its way into my life. We are more connected oftentimes than we realize. We are ALL beautuful in our own way.

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    1. What a poignant comment, Susan. So much love to you and your son.


  2. RE “mass formation psychosis”…

    The official framing of the mass formation (or mass psychosis) “phenomenon” is misleading and wrong in terms of what the whole true reality is. The false hope-addicted psychologists and their acolytes want you to believe this is “just some temporary occasional” madness by the masses when it is but a spike of a CHRONIC madness going on for aeons with “civilized” people — read “The 2 Married Pink Elephants In The Historical Room –The Holocaustal Covid-19 Coronavirus Madness: A Sociological Perspective & Historical Assessment Of The Covid “Phenomenon”” ….

    One of these mainstream psychologists who have been spreading this whitewashed reality, Dr. Desmet, also fails to see that the PLANNED Covid Psyop is a TOTALLY deliberate ploy because he doesn’t think (after more than 1 year, even 2 years, into this total PLANNED scam!) it’s ALL intentionally sinister as he stated in a prior podcast (this makes him witting or unwitting controlled opposition).

    In the May of 2022 podcast with James Corbett he stated that “some people tend to overestimate the degree of planning and intentions” (behind the COUNTLESS, VERIFIABLE, FULLY INTENTIONAL, FULLY PLANNED atrocities by the ruling tribe of psychopaths over the last century alone) and see all of it as being planned which Desmet called “an extreme position” … Sound logical thinking is “extreme” and therefore false and sick in his demented delusional view!!!

    In his overpriced misleading whitewashing old material regurgitated book the psychology of totalitarianism he too states that “There are countless … examples that seem to point in the direction of a plan being implemented, such as the fact that the definition of ‘pandemic’ was adjusted shortly before the coronavirus crisis; that the definition of ‘herd immunity’ was changed during the crisis, implying that only vaccines can achieve it … [he continuous with several other obvious facts of an ENTIRELY PLANNED event, especially discerned through the totality of all these facts].” “SEEM to point in the direction of a plan”??? No! They most evidently, clearly, and irrefutably DO demonstrate and prove it IS a COMPLETELY AND FULLY DELIBERATE PlanDemic! A big scam. An Entirely Planned Holocaust against the non-ruling herd of people (see cited link above). A coherent 12-year old kid can figure that out.

    It clearly shows Desmet’s own complete lunacy. But because almost everyone in the culture is a member of mass formation (madness), including the “woke” people of the alternative media domain, hardly anyone recognizes Desmet’s lunacy. Not surprising that he has even become some type of popular “guru” among the adherents of the alternative media landscape and his whitewashed fake narrative strongly resonates with both mainstream people and alternative mainstream folks.

    With his false use of language Desmet obscures or hides the true reality instead of directly and uncompromising exposing it — aiding the obfuscation of the vital reality of what the ruling authorities really are. He does the same thing when he speaks of ‘the elite’ (as he does in a number of podcasts) when, in reality, they are THE SCUM OF HUMANS because they are REALITY-VERIFIED PSYCHOPATHS (see referenced source above). Yet in the Corbett podcast he “teaches” us that we, the masses, need to start thinking differently. Right… how about YOU start with sane instead of insane thinking/talking/”teaching”/etc, Dr. Desmet?

    How do self-styled “truth-tellers” wake up the masses to the so-called truth when they THEMSELVES use lies with their deceitful fake language???
    No one is “teaching” or “waking up” the ignorant masses to the CORE truths with lies, with the official “language of lies” (see cited source above).

    This all means Desmet is ALSO a member of the masses of lunatics, an ACTIVE CARD-CARRYING MEMBER of mass formation!!! When, if at all, will he wake up from his state of mass psychosis, his “invisible” stupidity? When, if at all, will he face the TRUE and FULL reality instead of hiding behind fantasies such as his whitewashed “reality” of human civilization?

    It shows we live in a global mental asylum with criminal and/or delusional mainstream psychologists, scientists, and docs as the guards, “teachers” and “therapists” … The blind/criminal/mad leading the blind/criminal/mad; the blind/criminal/mad adhere to the blind/criminal/mad = the human madhouse.

    Worst of all, perhaps, the mass formation/mass psychosis notion frames the problem as the public being a mere unaccountable non-culpable victim in this phenomenon (the gist of the circular argument is: the masses should change their thinking but they got brainwashed so they’re victims). Nothing could be further from the truth (see referenced source above).

    Desmet is right in that truth-activists must fight against mass formation psychosis (human madness). That also means exposing HIS deeply destructive mad part of it. This comment serves, in part, that objective.

    If you are in the United States and your employer has mandated the toxic/lethal COVID jabs, you can register to receive a “Medical Exemption Certificate” for free at or

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