If my spiritual awakening has cost me anything, it is my trust.
I don’t trust anyone, and that includes those closest to me.
I trust them not to murder me in cold blood, but anything short of that is a no-go.
I have learned to rely on myself for everything that God doesn’t provide. I do not ask for favors, I do not lend my heartstrings, I do not allow the softening of my heart.
I miss the connections made when I was gullible-I wax profane about the loss of morals and fortitude in the metaverse of shit show we are witnessing on a global scale.
It is what it is, but one day this will change. The Light will push out the darkness and we will all come together once again.
At least that is my fervent prayer.